i burned my finger once, trying to feel a cloud bodies are composed of little tiny wisps of smoke components of a living mass enveloped in— white haze, struck by a match but filling in a way it’s been impossible to depend on such a rush. it may have been stupid but I burned my finger once, twice in the same place or maybe not, but, it felt the same, like pressing down a button slowly, deliberate, it hurt but not a lot. I burned my finger, once it was always to feel but wisps are intangible, so the ache delayed and the stinging immediate, dulled by the impossibility of a wisp but not enough a recreation of a declaration of my reservation, I swung along the white wisps and sang a song of remembrance but I burned my finger and the jolt sent me back to my head.